Aaaargh...

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7:13 am

ok.. i've been a bad boy. must change.

anyway, thats not what this post is about. so let's continue. while other classes are mourning over the breaking up of their classes and praising their classes for the unity and friendship they had over the two years, i can't help but feel the opposite.

i will say this openly now, something i thought i could change, something i thought would improve. but ACE camp proved to me that i didn't make much of a difference. 206, your class spirit was never healthy to begin with but now its gotten much worse than ever before. TABA(together and by association- my class' force at ace camp), i felt that the name was rather inappropriate, seeing that we never showed any class unity at all. but maybe, i thought, ACE camp would change everything. and maybe the class can break up on a happy note.

but no it didnt. in my own tent, eugene was rather self-centred, worrying more about 'the insects at night'. collin complained about his sleeping area while harvard was pissed out that someone left his light on, draining battery. xian fong and aaron were touching each other at night. and no one cared how the others felt. how much selfish can we get.

at the activities, eugene was always late for head count, making us last for almost every meal. waldron was sulky and complained about how the camp sucks. well, so did arjun and kevin. but kevin is on about ping shun being a 'mugger' ,what he says cannot do practical stuff. it's darn irritating. and now everyone knows how 'hum ji' (wuss) aaron is.

i've always admired 209 and how they weren't afraid to show how much class spirit they have. i told kevin this a few times. but you know what the idiot said? 'they're lazy and they don't study, and i hate john paul and ian. i've been in the same class as them b4 and they suck.' my response? ' no, they rock. they bring life and laughter to the class, just like james did b4 he left for shanghai.'waldron cuts in and says, ' i don't understand why you're so ____ for them'.

well, ace camp showed who was right, didnt it? 209 showed much more teamwork and cooperation and they enjoyed the camp thoroughly. they were 1st in standings while 206 was last. well, i agree with the standings wholeheartedly.it showed that we had entirely nothing to show for our class spirit. eg. i had to beg ppl to join dragon boat at the beginning of the year.if you see my record of inter- class activities joined, you would know that i joined everything except soccer. see? no one else wanted to participate. they have no LIFE at all.

its quite sad to be in the class. and now they see the importance for class unity( still most likely not ). and anyway, class 206 of 2005 is no more. they weren't much of a class anyway.

so ya, from me, who tried to reform the class. good riddance. may happy years follow.

ps. if u want to know about the activities at ace camp go to other ppl's blog (like eugene's).

2:25 am

training resumed today.wah. i think long time never train man. damn shag today.i would say pt today was quite okay, considering andy's standard of pt.

today was also pretty special. it is the sec4s official last day of school. quite sad la. imagine putting on your white uniform in the morning, knowing that it will be the last time, the last time ever, that you are donning the SJI uniform.sob.sob.

i would say this year's sec4s were i think were the closest bunch of seniors to my sec2 level.probably because of peer support in sec 1. ppl like christian, anthony, wei kann, zul, mark, victor and moses all. they leave a mark on you. and its really hard to see them go.

its kinda sad but what has to happen, will happen.
life goes on. and u'll noe that you have gained much from them that will never fade. and they'll always be there for you, wherever they go. that is comforting enough.

2:52 pm

yay! just bought a new rugby ball from canterbury yesterday!

heh. went ACE shopping with eugene yesterday. golden mile food centre, beach rd. walao. down there got so many army guys getting stuff 4 NS. they like everything also got sell one lah! and eugene bought about $100+ worth? i just bought a jack knife and some ziploc bags...
my mum has like almost every thing on the list la, or so she says. i go there this got that have already. hahas. quite...

anyway we then took a bus to plaza sing(3rd time that week) to change eugene's watch battery and buy sunblock lotion.

went to heeren after that to get the ball! i actually wanted to buy a JILL-bert( Gilbert) ball but it was like 59 bucks! poor guy like me could only settle for the $29 twickenham ball. hahas. eugene wants to join rugby, hahas.

was quite late. had to go for cat class,was like 45mins late man!aiya, but the were'nt doing much anyway. so..oh ya! cat class bbq, can't wait! satay and games and all..haaha its gonna be all GOOD!

5:13 am

4th! not bad la, i think. considering the standard of the 'team'. i captained it, but in my honest opinion, i think we really suck.

but to tyko tyko get into 1st pool...
not bad alrdy la...
yala...jerome hannan that team good la. get gold.
but damn Marcian..all Marcian final...while Lawrence fight it out in 3rd 4th placing...

hahs. i was pretty gullible today. kena tricked by hilmi. blah. 207 stole a 2- point try from me... i shalln't elaborate...

went to plaza sing. with eugene jared jervis (who pang seh-ed us later) and a few others. we were planning to play LAN (iddi, u should noe by now) at meridien, so ate first at kfc...

then the bloody meridien got not enuff 8 comps. and chin how(methane..hahas) and gabriel rod. was LANning there. so auggie pang seh us and went to play wif them. the shop was like 1/2 full with josephians lah, i tell u.

then jared say far east got place, so we go. go like goondu! go there also the place full. ang mohs and (guess who else?) josephians AGAIN ( like every where oso they LAN) walao. hanbali all inside lah.fauzan too. aiyo, Ramadan must fast they still play...bad bad

then jervis pang seh us. we went to cineleisure to watch 'into the blue'. quite okay la. not bad. but quite violent la, the way the baddies die. kena shark attack, got axe all...

then eugene dun let me go home...
'stretched' my time. walao. bo liao man. walk to plaza sing. go there go up down up down do nothing like damn fun liddat.
eugene says it helps you 'know bordom". like thats really helpful...

then he say 'i make last deal, walk to orchard mrt . then u pang seh." walao.
then walk like cock pass the istana again( 4 times alrdy!). the guards must be thinking' who the hell are these 2 guys?"

hahas. talk somemore cock with eugene. he's full of crap la, but its fun. finally 'released' at taka.
'zhao-ed' home.
seems like a rather long day.
but like eugene said: there's nothing to do but slack.

9:19 am

oh yea! 'dancing in the moonlight'...
what a feel- good song. i just can't get it out of my head.

boring day. not much to talk about, just that i just realised i scerwed science real bad. and humanities options.
i think i'll take full lit and history elective. but seeing as how terrible i would have performed at the lit final year, it may take me some consideration...

tdp english? maybe not anymore. ahahahahs.
well, rugby(and soccer) tomorrow again.
go 206!

9:20 am

ok...
today was part 1 of inter house touch rugby and soccer. yah. i was in touch rugby (much as i would like to play both, u can't be at farrer park and bukit timah at the same time...). so we were group into 4 first round groups...
our class was with 203 and 209( jervis' class).

Results:
203- 206 ---> 0-0
209-203 ----> 0-0
206-209 ---->0-0

as u can see, all draws. so mr nathan decided who went to which pool by lucky draw. and thanks to MY LUCKY FINGERS, i picked the paper with the no.1. so, now we're in the first pool (top4) by fluke..

anyway 203 was short of nabhan, 209 short of hanbali...
all the pro ppl go play soccer..

after that, went with eugene , jared, sam, and co. go to plaza sing. go have lunch at bk. then we go sight see sight see ps. saw some st mike's boys who've just finished their psle science paper. said hello.

they were outside comics connection. one was playing the xbox while 2 was reading the school directory thing( thought they were mugging...hahas).so eugene and i decided to do some 'contact work'. told them not to bother with choices, just put sji. hahahas.

then went back to school for legion meeting. after meeting, joel, matt, alex and i played ping-pong soccer in the cenacle..fun sia.

then go home lor. met moses james on the way, he said the ruggers were planning to go cjc together. wah..next year cj rugby better not play play. got wei kann , moses all.. scary man.

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3:39 pm

complete it is. the exams that is.
and since its been quite a while since i last posted. well, here's one.

and now ppl are complaining that the exams are over and that they are stuck at home with nothing to do. then during the exam periods, the same ppl are complaining about no time to play...
wth, ironic.the world is weird. what the hell do ppl want? just wondering.

anyway, i sure glad i'm done with them exams. today was the last paper, higher chinese. well, now we can slack while we watch other schools slogging and mugging away. ahhas. the paper was ok. and ithink i almost copied the entire compre (4 compres ok!) . really. my answers were huge chunks of the text. justs shows how much i stink at it. i'm gonna drop it next year anyway.

oh yah! rugby inter-house on monday. i'll be waiting. bah. my class ppl are so... give the sports men to soccer inter-house then give me the remnants...comprising of ppl wwho never play b4 one lah!! walao, how to win? thankfully, some ruggers joined soccer too. so, 203 would be without nabhan, 211 without rudy. yay. maybe still can survive.haha.

yah. to all still with exams, God be with you. and from me, All The Best!

5:04 am

i totally screwed my lit paper today. it was one subject i knew i could do well in and instead, i threw it. i wish that the exam could be retaken...
i feel really shitty now.

crap. now i simply have to work real hard to make up for today. and what with higher chinese already pulling me down, now i even have to make up for the subject which i am generally good at. my time management during exams sucks man. my work rate is simply too too sloooooow...

concentrate on maths and science now. i cant afford anymore stupid time management mistakes anymore. damn. this post reeks.

7:30 am